Guang yi saw the team for the first time today.. couldn't join in training so was talking with him by the sidelines.. hey, he's quite a person to talk to. ha, surprised me.. ha. anyway, seems like he's thinking of cutting ppl already. should be safe though.. he mentioned must do weights.. again. damn. ok, i will. but after the short session, dunnoe why i was so shagged.. went home to sleep. woke up watched tv.. shi2 zi4 lu4 kou3 is damn fun.. must watch. So, tomorrow will be a long day in ri. Dammit, can't play.. was so hoping to play 3on3 and 2ball.. sigh. shit. anyway will still be around the whole day.. after all it's once a year.. then at night may have bbq as well.. then maybe just maybe may go airport at midnight.. maybe not..

Dilbert's Words of Wisdom

1. I can only please one person per day. Today is
not your day.
Tomorrow is not looking good either.

2. I love deadlines. I especially like the
whooshing sound they make as they go flying by.


3. Tell me what you need, and I'll tell you how to
get along without it

4. Accept that some days you are the pigeon and
some days the statue.

5. Needing someone is like needing a parachute. If
they aren't there the first time, chances are you won't be
needing
them again.

6. I don't have an attitude problem, you have a
perception problem.

7. Last night I lay in bed looking up at the stars
in the sky and thought to myself, where the heck is the ceiling?

8. My reality check bounced.

9. On the keyboard of life, always keep one finger
on the escape key.


10.I don't suffer from stress. I am a carrier.


11.You are slower than a herd of turtles
stampeding through peanut butter.


12.Everybody is somebody else's weirdo.

13.Never argue with an idiot. They drag you down
to their level then beat you with experience.

i'm sorry.

Back to those times when i don't know how to move.. what's good.. how to make a move. And the big question is again Can it be done? Right now, it once again looks damn hard.. far. i really want it to happen but can or not? it's hard. i really dunnoe. i'll get it out soon.. but when's a good time?

Great to know that people care. Thanks guys.. Spent the afternoon at esplanade "mugging" with sab and py.. more like shuttling between looking at notes, reading mags, talking.. yeah, damn good. Sorry had to rush homw for dinner. sigh. next time lah.. Ok, so today's better. and yeah, i think everyone thinks that carying your bag one-arm is kinda poseur.. me not. haha, like i have a choice.. okok. well, think i have to show up for training tmr morning. will try make him not make me do anything much.. at most only left hand. aiyah, common sense would be fine.. so yeah, looking forward to being able to utilise both arms.. ha. But then, guess i won't be able to fully go in again.. sheesh, will have to.. without fear of anything.. how.. Dunnoe, losing touch of things.. those things again.. like on off on off. Yeah. Hmm.

Hmm, not easy.. hard doing things trying to use only one arm.. many things we take for granted huh.. yea, so was a tiring day in school. These days, just feels very tired out in school.. and see no point. so just getting things over and done with.. and i get things done in the first place that is.. oh well. rosy things can become thorny sometimes.. actually, it's easy for me to say "screw life" now, given wat's happening.. i choose not to.. that way, it's beter for me and for life.. yeah, you do have a choice. Choose to be happy, something many people need to do.. trust me, was looking forward to this weekend. now it's gone.. once a year leh.. maybe will go sunday.. maybe. see how. anyway, aua, still hurts..

Ouch.

Was feeling pissed when i discovered the case appeared in the night papers.. ok, so screw other ppl privacy huh? Yeah, and i know the guy who told her name.. screw him.. yeah, damn. like it's already bad enough without all this shit? Screw the idiots.

Hmm, how come it hurts more now.. will ty not to move my arm too much. arrgh. doctor was saying ligaments might be a little off. hope not, better not be.. can die one leh.. then today actually rushed back halfway from learning journey to play.. damn unlucky.. life.

A dislocated shoulder feels damn sick.. happened while playing inter-fac bball.. stupid of me.. was kinda my fault part, cuz i suck you know. somehow got my hand stuck between two guys.. twisted my body trying to get out, ended up dislocating my shoulder.. trust me, a twisted arm feels shit. pure shit. luckily on the way to pe dept popped back.. was so relieved.. whoosh. still painful. thanks to ms poon for icing and tying me up.. yeah. made it look damn bad.. mabe it was.. then like today had 3 incidents. me, sarah, ming.. really bad, all in one match.. like was walking back after rest, then saw someone down.. heard she got fell upon by two guys.. oh, ouch. hope she's fine.. then the match was like damn close.. but screw it by then.. couple of free throws for them, then they won with 10 sec left.. but din care. then with like 5 sec left, ming crashed into someone, and just collapsed, knocked his knee on this big guy.. wah, damn freaky. scary even.

Damn, shoulder still hurts typing this.. have to move right hand between mouse and keyboard, something like that also hurts.. hope it'll heal fast.. Damn, this thing screws up my plans big time.. was looking forward to gryphons cup weekend.. then shit. doctor say must rest for 2 weeks. i'll give myself one week lah.. then worse still, coach's coming this sat.. wtf, and he dislikes ppl missing trg, not matter wat reason.. i'm screwed, first training leh.. have to at least show my face.. wah, really bad. damn, hurts.. but it was fine at the doctor leh.. arrgh. pain.

Freaking pissed with IFG basketball.. not too sure why.. firstly, was badly organised. wasn't prepared at all.. second, score-keeping was non-existent. So was damn screwed up.. pisses me off. Then med fac team 1 had to lose the 2 matches we played.. pissing. Still not familiar with each other.. each other's game. Yeah, also really pissed at myself. Knew those half court play-games, 3-on-3, 4-on-4 are screwing up my game.. cuz i don play serious in them.. so end up f-ing myself. If you don't get this stuff right, what business do you have among the school ballers? Screw, you better get it right. Who do you think you are? Some kind of superstar? Screw. Just like the previous coaches used to emphasise.. we haven't achieved anything yet.. so don't buck in past glory. Point is this present j1 bball team is crap anyway. Damn. Better go soak my head and wake up or i've have difficulty even getting into team.. back to IFG.. actually wasn't that bad, but still disappointed with my performance. Was not in the mood at all.. a=tomorrow must psych up for tomorrow.. get in the correct mode.. get shots right, passes right, vision. work with team mates.. have fun. But damn, tomorrow might have learning journey to discovery centre. what shit is that? will try to get my ass out of that.. i'm already ready for the games.. Yes, i shold go play more games outside.. neighbourhood basketball court, cc etc.. that way, can play more and get tougher. that has always been my problem. Whoa, and today one of the backboards got whacked and glass cracked.. how cool, but now, ifg will be affected.. well. better get it right tomorrow. quote sarah: " Not like got trophy or wat.." haha. right.

Just went downstairs to play with sm@rtlocker.. get some stuff with my dad.. real cool. lockers which open by themselves are like how cool.. freaky even, esp at night.. haha. Anyway, feeling good. just generally good. not say very good cuz there's still stuff on my mind.. but otherwise fine.. Yeah. Looking forward to IFG basketball tomorrow.. though i figure it'll be messy, and it's kinda screwed-up already. well, typical basketball style.. nvr mind, chance to get to know more ppl maybe.. haha.

Interesting and amusing site my friends showed me.. either you go www.google.com and type in 'weapons of mass destruction', and click 'I'm Feeling Lucky'.. or go directly to see this.. look closely.. fun? haha.

HAve been in library pia-ing PW since 230pm.. really crappy stuff.. doing useless things like 'analysing' articles.. lee chee keong is right.. Intense Paper Work.. ipw indeed. finally done.. damn sian. gtg.

Damn, how can i make it any clearer? Or is it already very clear.. Think i need to do more, better stuff.. Yeah.

need a new template.. hmm.

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I guess i like the night. Everything becomes blurry and stuff.. So feels more free, then i tend to go a little xiao4.. oh well.. Must've sounded like a freak.. maybe not, but hope wasn't too bad.. Yeah. Things will go fine...

Anyway, tried to clear some hw. quite unsuccessful.. ended up procrastinating almost everything.. sigh, always happens. So cramp now.. Hear this.. each piece of homework now is a lot.. initial rate. then when it goes on, when more work piles up, it kinda becomes insignificant right.. then you don't care anymore.. ha, crap logic.. but makes sense right? Too much work to be done.. It's choking me.